Until this year, Mother's Day has not bothered me. I am not sure if trying is getting to me or if it is the break. Emotionally I am off. I feel like nothing I have been doing is right. All I have wanted to do was nap. My furbaby was super sweet and napped on the couch with me this afternoon.
Like most, I avoided fb today. I updated the status to wish my mother and mil Happy Mother's Day. The logged off for the day. My parents are in Hawaii, so I know my Mom is having a GREAT MD. My mil appreciated my note, she told DH to let me know. Then I started to cry, I did not want to think about it at all.
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This month I finally broke down and ordered the cheap internet tests. This cycle is really been a bummer.
Apparently Dr G is going to be moving to Arizona in July. I am completely attached to her. It is upsetting me, more than it probably should. There are 2 other REs (1 female & 1 male) in the office, they actually own the practice. Sure, they will do a fantastic job taking care of me, but they don't know me. I have known Dr G since July 2009. I am totally being a baby about this, but it is still fresh. BTW - My sister told me this news, and Dr G will still let me her news. Right now I am trying to prepare myself so I don't totally breakdown in the office.
Tomorrow is a new day & the start of a new week. Hopefully it brings me any sort of good news!
:( Sorry you're having such a rough start to the week. And REALLY sorry your RE is moving! I hope you can build a strong (YET SHORT!!) relationship with one of the others in the practice.
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